My sunday..

I guess it has been a busy & tiring week again.. at lease I did not work till morning like last week. Apparently my current job is taking too much of my personal time. I hardly got time to drink my favored beer because I will get worried if I can do my job the next day, hardly got time to watch any new movie, can't even spend time now with my friends, and worst of all I even dream of doing my work while sleeping.

So basically I am mentally and physically exhausted. Another company has offered me a job and i am still negotiating with them for the pay and well benefit. Once I find the salary and benefit fits my need, will will hand in my resignation letter. Well because I do not want to jump unless I see everything in black & white first. I experience enough verbally promises which never being fulfill, so I would not like to take my chances for the next company or person who promise me stuff. Even my current boss now don't have anything black & white with me, so can you imagine of working under such environment?

There are things being promised but will it happen? I don't know. Because everything being mention verbally and there is no black & white. So what action can I do if none of it is being fulfilled? Nothing.

So I don't want to work under such situation where I cannot do anything, and the boss can do everything because there is no black & white. More ever if you are working more then 5 years and already have a wife, kids and so on... you be risking even more because you cannot resign by then already. Too much attachment.. by then he can ask you to do all kind of thing and make sure you do it or he kick you out. Labor law? erm.. might help out but in the end you still have to resign and start looking for a job.

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My mindset during work...

Office hour
9am - 6pm
Hope it finish fast

Overtime(O.T)
Hope can work till 10 and claim a lot O.T

After 10pm
Hope to go home and finish the job

after 12am
Hope to work another 1 or 2 hours and get double o.t

after 2am
Hope can continue on the job in the evening.

After 3am
Hope there is some faulty hardware and the equipment all explode and you get mc for the next few days because of the explosion.

After 4am
Time to look for another job in the morning papers.. Because your boss has a problem noticing his staff are not superman.

Busy Days...

I guess it has been some time since I posted something here. Well my work have been taking most of my time and my free time too. I still got tons of works here and it kind of sucks not being able to do any extra income. Not to mention I am in dilemma with the current situation.

I am being tempting to join another company at the moment, well not to mention the pressure I am getting with my current job. Few of the reason why I cannot make a decision;

• I just started in 1 April 2008 ( I want at lease 1 year or more if possible)
• Would want to handle some big project to be added into my curriculum vitae
• Having more network as I am being expose outside the company by my Boss
• I learn more then what I have from my previous employment
• My boss is promising me some stuff

Where even if I join a new company, the most I get is more pay and more likely I have to start from bottom again. Not to mention I might end up having more work, well which is why I am still considering all this. I got no issue with my boss or my colleague but the work we are doing is just taking too much time and well never ending problem. We have new site to do every week, but with just 3 permanent staff at the moment. How can we actually handle all those? Well that is likely my boss problem. So .. er yes that is an issue.. lol... and I guess most employer are like this. They find people the last moment when by then it be no use. Most company practice this, or what I mean to say is they try to cut cost and think the staff that did not leave are superman which is why currently I cannot post because I have been working till night most of the time. Look at this post time, it is like after 12 already? I got home like almost 12 I think.

So yes it has been really a tiring week for me not to mention I do not know if I am getting any bonus or comission from this current project we are doing.

Life sucks.
Lucky there is dawing.